My diary,my best friend..2
Namaste everyone,The day I started writing my diary,I am feeling relieved a lot ,One funny thing I realized is that "I also talk a lot.." although in the form of my writings to my diary.. Fear of judgement is not there,I donot have to feel anxious that my thought process does not gel well the contemporary ways of our society 's functionalities most importantly, I will never hurt anybody ever ..That has always been my priority, that is the main reason I donot talk much or speak out loud or even speak without thinking and as a result of which I always present a polished version of myself..I never want to hurt anybody in this world ever..
With my writings my sole intention is to express my ideas and feelings in a free manner and noway intend to be rude or insulting to others. One more important thing ,I can easily say 'No' to things I donot like ,I need not seek approvals for every thing I do..I need not pretend to be 'OK'all the time..I can feel sad about things happening..I can tell how I actually felt about the loose comments people make on me ...without telling them.Although in real life also I do not bother much but deep down I do feel offended in many ways,but I was never able to express in any possible way..but now I can easily tell "My best friend, My Diary". I also do had a strong feeling that no body was really bothered also...
But now I am enjoying my freedom of expressing myself freely and fully.. Sometimes what we actually feel does not feel relevant to others..It is possibly because thought process of no two individuals can be totally same..I agree with this..we ordinary people often choose to not express or tell our feelings if we experience rude, unbothered or indifferent behavior from others.
The best thing about my best friend,my Diary is that I can clearly pull my heart out,can say whatever I feel like saying..and surprisingly my silent listener will 100% agree with me ..😊😊😊Isn't it delightful..that You really have somebody who never disagrees with you and will always have the patience to hear you out any time of the day..And bingo..it never complaints about anything..expects nothing..absorbs all negativity in our minds without passing a single abusive judgement..This makes me really understand why we all can become each others diaries..A life less diary can give you so much satisfaction that nobody in the real word can ever give..It also gives a huge scope of introspection..that what have we become..all of us really..Think about it🤔🤔
