I need Wings to fly...

Namaste everyone,
"I need wings to fly ,I need them,I may not say  it directly to anyone but I do need them..."

This is what I was feeling deep down ,every day and night ...every moment ...I am sure ordinary people like me do share this state of mind ...at atleast at some moment in their  lives...
We were deep down desperately waiting for something to click..but the thing was everything was really imaginative...neither we ever had the confidence  nor the courage  to make a new start...
We were in need for something of our own....the thing we really owned,the thing that we earned..the thing that was totally our own brain child, some thing worth for us to be proud for  first and then wanted to make others  proud too..this was and has always  been our intention...
We  have the feeling of a failed life (as it was appearing to be so..)...We lack purpose ,the eternal  feeling of  accomplishment of our own  is major miss in our lives...
We want to dream ,we want to fly but never had wings...wings of self confidence,wings of positivity...wings of hardwork...wings of  realization  of self worth..wings of thoughts that we can do it..wings of being fearless of failure...wings of freedom from judgements from others ...
Growing all the above wings are not at all easy for ordinary people but  one thing is sure that they can be developed...these wings require continous hard work and a belief  that we can achieve  what we aspire for in life...it will not happen in a single day but continous nurturing of our wings with knowledge, positivity and diligence, conversion of dreams into reality is definitely  assured..soo donot stop trying..donot stop dreaming...
"Wings to fly are not given by others ,we have to grow them..with  never ending efforts and preservance.."
One most important thing that still bothers me is..stop depending on others  to give you wings to fly..they will never or I should say they can never give the full strength  for our development..stop  expecting this from others...they can help us in some possible ways..but can not walk the whole way for us...this is our journey..a journey for self fulfillment..self development..in search of a real purpose, so it should we owned by us completely, we should be totally responsible  for it..so start dreaming , start flying....😇😇😊😊