Me and my aspirations.

Namaste everyone,

My ordinary life  and ordinary thinking never made me realise that I never had something of my own...It was like living a purposeless life that too for years altogether thinking  my family's dreams are mine ,their aspirations  are mine...but very lately I realised it was 100% true that my family's happiness  and prosperity  was only thing I wished for in life...I was doing it happily, wholeheartedly and with full commitment, this was the only truth of my life...

But It is also true that am doing it now also and will continue all my life...but with a slightest addition that now I have a dream of my own as well and will follow it to achieve  what totally belonged to me...It may appear unimportant to others but not for me anymore..

I donot held anybody responsible for my own disinterest  in my own dreams...I had aspirations but those have nothing to do with me.. 

My dreams actually had nothing  to do with me..whatever I dreamt or even wished for, was for my family..I am not unhappy with this fact of my life...but the thing  where I lacked was, I totally ignored my own aspirations,my little little wishes,my own dreams, my own me time..As a part of a family ,as a mother,as a wife ,as a daughter, as a sister as a friend ,as a social person we all have responsibilities and we can not just live a selfish life..thinking only of ourselves and blindly running for our aspirations or dreams by plainly ignoring all others..I personally never justify that...and not appreciate others doing this..

We have to create  a fine balance...The thing is we have to take out  some time for ourselves completing our responsibilities with utmost sincerity... Following our dreams no way gives us the liberty to take irresponsible actions..

Dear readers, the only intention of this post is to motivate people  who ignored their own aspirations due to whatever reasons...its never too late  to begin  again..Start thinking about your dream, start working on your dream,start learning and educating yourself about your dream...start telling yourself that your life is also important, your dream is as important  as it is for others..You are also worth it..Nobody in this world has a purposeless,ordinary life..We all have a purpose and a worth..but that worth and purpose we have to first recognize ourselves then only we will be able to make the world agree to this...Past failures no more matter.. actually they never mattered.. It was only  us who gave unnecessary importance to these self demeaning and disheartening thoughts about our ownselves..as a result of which we continued to live a passive ,dormant and purposeless life without having any regrets..