Just start being you..That is what matters..
Namaste everyone,
We have been telling ourselves from the past so many years that we can not be successful in anything we do,how small it may be..we always used to think that success is not meant for ordinary average people like us...we are not worthy enough, we are not lucky enough..We never even had the urge to be successful ..It was mainly because of our own thought processes..that were filled with fears and insecurities.I am sharing mine here👇👇
My thought process over all these years was like," I couldn't have a successful career,but that does not matter much for me because I have closed all possible doors for myself with the strong mental belief that success is not meant for me and I will be like this all my life..but will always support others ,be it in any possible way I could..I was always very supportive and positive for others around me..I was always ready to share my piece of cake with them..all the time..I always wanted people around me or anyone I may not be knowing much about to be successful, I had inner strong sense of positivity for everybody and was always happy for other people's success and achievements...but not for myself."
But this is quite strange and absolutely true after wasting (I shouldn't be using the word wasted) so many years ,very lately I realised ,I was definitely very positive and supportive for everybody but never for my ownself.. Deep within actually I was filled with negative emotions and sense of unworthiness. May be I was having the thought process if I couldn't succeed atleast help others to be successful..I was actually a weak and under confident person deep within..
Lately I realised how can a pretty unsuccessful person be eligible for motivating others ,I was telling people things that I was never ready and courageous enough to follow.
Definitely I was faking myself..I was faking that success is not important to me..actually because of the fear of failure and public judgement ,I was never able to gather the courage to follow my dream or to do what I really feel like doing..I hid my own aspirations from myself..I myself was my own biggest enemy..My fears were far bigger then my dream..I couldn't overcome my fears..but I was definitely telling others to do so..but never followed them myself..
There was no need of me pretending to be a different person to myself and to the world.."I just had to be me..that was it..But I could not even gathered the courage to do so..I was my last priority.."
But not anymore..I am definitely finding it damn difficult..but atleast I have started trying..I am still lacking confidence but I am trying..one funny thing I would like to say here is I am writing my heart out in my blog www.myheartfultalks.blogspot.com
We have been telling ourselves from the past so many years that we can not be successful in anything we do,how small it may be..we always used to think that success is not meant for ordinary average people like us...we are not worthy enough, we are not lucky enough..We never even had the urge to be successful ..It was mainly because of our own thought processes..that were filled with fears and insecurities.I am sharing mine here👇👇
My thought process over all these years was like," I couldn't have a successful career,but that does not matter much for me because I have closed all possible doors for myself with the strong mental belief that success is not meant for me and I will be like this all my life..but will always support others ,be it in any possible way I could..I was always very supportive and positive for others around me..I was always ready to share my piece of cake with them..all the time..I always wanted people around me or anyone I may not be knowing much about to be successful, I had inner strong sense of positivity for everybody and was always happy for other people's success and achievements...but not for myself."
But this is quite strange and absolutely true after wasting (I shouldn't be using the word wasted) so many years ,very lately I realised ,I was definitely very positive and supportive for everybody but never for my ownself.. Deep within actually I was filled with negative emotions and sense of unworthiness. May be I was having the thought process if I couldn't succeed atleast help others to be successful..I was actually a weak and under confident person deep within..
Lately I realised how can a pretty unsuccessful person be eligible for motivating others ,I was telling people things that I was never ready and courageous enough to follow.
Definitely I was faking myself..I was faking that success is not important to me..actually because of the fear of failure and public judgement ,I was never able to gather the courage to follow my dream or to do what I really feel like doing..I hid my own aspirations from myself..I myself was my own biggest enemy..My fears were far bigger then my dream..I couldn't overcome my fears..but I was definitely telling others to do so..but never followed them myself..
There was no need of me pretending to be a different person to myself and to the world.."I just had to be me..that was it..But I could not even gathered the courage to do so..I was my last priority.."
But not anymore..I am definitely finding it damn difficult..but atleast I have started trying..I am still lacking confidence but I am trying..one funny thing I would like to say here is I am writing my heart out in my blog www.myheartfultalks.blogspot.com
But I have not shared the links to my own family or even told them about my blog as yet..From this you can imagine how weak and under confident I have been all my life..I am giving myself the time I need to make it successful ,I myself donot know how long this is going to take..but one thing am sure I am improving with each passing day..That is important.. My self confidence and self belief is dragging me towards my goal although very slowly everyday..And that is what matters for me..😊😊😊
