My ordinary life..simple purposeless and non aspirational
Namaste everyone ,I have a lot of things to say ,but some times or most of the times muje lagta hai ,
kisi ko kya interest hoga meri stupid bataon mein, actually hum log itni ordinary life jeeten hain, jismei kisi ke liy koi motivation ya inspiration hi nai hota. For the past so many years we continued just like this, we never had any dream, any purpose or any simplest motivation to achieve something for our own selves..The smallest thing that we owned and earned with whatever little knowledge we were having was meaningless and unimportant...Although we are part of a social crowd in this mental dilemma of living a purposeless and non aspirational life is huge and bothers me everytime and forces me into depression...The only reason behind this is we have not achieved anything in life as yet..This is absolutely heart breaking and requires immense courage to accept that I have been living a simple ,purposeless and non aspirational life for past so many years but not any further... But sense of unworthiness is so much in us, we never achieved anything but this is also true that it was not even in our thoughts that we were really living a life without purpose...because we somehow trained our minds that we can not achieve anything even if we try and even trying once was not in our minds,we declared ourselves failures for life without even trying...This was us,this was me...over all these years....☹️☹️☹️
I always used to think ki main logon ko motivate karun, unki help karun, jis bhi way se mai kar paon...muje aisa karna acha lagtahai...but aisa karne ke life pahle apne aap ko motivate karna hoga..Apna self confidence badhana hoga...
Aisa mai sirf soochti hun,aaj tak kuch kar nai pai..kuch bhi naya kar pana aasaan nai hoga.. logon ki judgement se guzarna padta hai.. and also jab aapko lagta hai ki, you were never worth it..aapne life mei kuch achieve bhi toh nai kiya ab tak..kyunki shayad kabi kuch acha start hi nai kiya..koshish hi nai ki..hamesha dosron pe dependency rakhi.. woh khush toh aap khush.. ab aaj kuch naya karne ka socha hai.. just starting ...shayad kuch log meri feelings se relate kar payen. And woh log bhi meri tarah ek restart kar payen..is nahi beginning mei I would like to contribute in any possible way I can.. in my limits and beyond.. "all ordinary people out there let's start together..chalo kuch naya karte hain.. kuch naya seekhte hain.."😊😊😊👍👍
Go through the following links to feel what I feel about my new journey
https://myheartfultalks.blogspot.com/2020/06/the-average-person.html
https://myheartfultalks.blogspot.com/2020/05/being-positive-or-being-responsible.html
Aisa mai sirf soochti hun,aaj tak kuch kar nai pai..kuch bhi naya kar pana aasaan nai hoga.. logon ki judgement se guzarna padta hai.. and also jab aapko lagta hai ki, you were never worth it..aapne life mei kuch achieve bhi toh nai kiya ab tak..kyunki shayad kabi kuch acha start hi nai kiya..koshish hi nai ki..hamesha dosron pe dependency rakhi.. woh khush toh aap khush.. ab aaj kuch naya karne ka socha hai.. just starting ...shayad kuch log meri feelings se relate kar payen. And woh log bhi meri tarah ek restart kar payen..is nahi beginning mei I would like to contribute in any possible way I can.. in my limits and beyond.. "all ordinary people out there let's start together..chalo kuch naya karte hain.. kuch naya seekhte hain.."😊😊😊👍👍
Go through the following links to feel what I feel about my new journey
https://myheartfultalks.blogspot.com/2020/06/the-average-person.html
https://myheartfultalks.blogspot.com/2020/05/being-positive-or-being-responsible.html
